I've enjoyed your input, wit, humour on here for years, thurmas. Even when we didn't agree you managed to make me crack a smile and other times made me chuckle or burst out laughing.
I'm very sorry to hear that you've been dealt an awful hand.
I hope somehow you are able to come through or at least live much longer than you currently expect.
Please try not to lose hope, man. We're all pulling for you. *SSP Canada grouphug*