Well I saw an opening posted for another position in my company. It's actually in another building, away from the daily drama I've been putting up with for the last two years. I went up to human resources immediately but before I could apply I needed to talk with my supervisor about a change in positions....my hateful, shrill, difficult, totally impossible, awful, she-demon supervisor. During our talk I kept my head on and didn't spout..."I WANT A CHANGE BECAUSE I HATE YOUR GUTS YOU FAT, STUPID BITCH!!!" I just said, and it's mostly true, that my current job is better suited for a younger person, I come home aching and completely drained....physically and mentally, I just left the mentally part out. It's hard enough to keep going physically while my supervisor makes all these daily idiotic, arbitrary changes "just because"........She didn't give me an immediate answer because she needs to "look in to it" and we'll talk about it tomorrow morning. They have turned down people seeking a change in positions many times before.
I don't believe in prayer but what the hell, pray for me, I really could use a change before my heart gives out.
I'm guessing I won't sleep well tonight.
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My feet hurt!
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